waiting :((

it has been a long time since i wrote here , i am really sad now… why? well, what else will be the reason for my sadness…  he said he will sms me i waited then i reminded him but up to now there is no response ( i am always begging for him to sms me these days it makes me feel i am not love anymore and he said he just feel tired in general but why i feel i am being push away why he can easily do that to me when he couldnt do that to the others ( i wish it is easy to just break up on him and forget he exist ( lintek na pagibig

hopeless

i feel like all the hope and strength left me now… i just dont feel inspired anymore like i dont have reason to live well i want to see him but now that i feel that he doesnt want to see me left me no reason to live… how can i take away the pain and the hate??? i could not go on like this i need help